Watching the movie with the guys was eventful. I remember sitting there between Harry and Liam just laughing at the comical parts when I leaned forward and noticed Becca and Zayn cuddling. Anne kept looking at them, the look on her face said it all. When did that happen? I thought.
I leaned back against the couch, tucking my legs underneath me and pulling my blanket up to my chin. I wanted to lean to my left but Harry was there. Everyone knew Liam and Louis were taken. They had been for quite some time and true fans adored their girlfriends. So I definitely wasn't going to lean to the right into Liam.
It was bad enough that I could feel Harry's body heat from how close he was to me. I struggled to keep my mind on the movie because every time he shifted, he got only that much closer to me. My heart was pounding loudly in my ears. If he got any closer I was afraid he would either hear or feel how fast my heart was beating. He suddenly stretched and shifted in a way where I almost fell over onto him. As he stretched he placed his arm behind my head and around my shoulders. I held back my laughter from his move. It was so cliche! Now with his arm around my shoulders, the heat had rushed to my face making me blush. My body was no angled to where I had to either lay my head on his shoulder or be uncomfortable for the rest of the movie. Obviously, I laid my head on his shoulder because I was too tired to do anything else. ;)
When I did, I could feel him take in a sharp breath like it wasn't what he'd expected. I didn't blame him. I had tried to ignore his advances but to no avail. Even still I couldn't fathom Harry Styles was even remotely interested in me. Yet, here I was my head on his shoulder and him wrapping his arm more securely around my shoulders and resting his head on top of mine. I took in a deep breath and let it out. Wow! He smelled so good! I felt my head spin and unconsciously I cuddled in more to him. He took in a deep breath, holding me closer to him and wrapping both arms around me. I decided to wrap my arms around him, so shaking I uncoiled my arms from around me and my left arm slid behind his back my right across his torso. I kept myself from stiffening at the feel of his abs. I'd seen pictures but actually feeling them was a different story.
He ultimately relaxed and I did as well. Niall was sitting next to Harry and I remembered catching him smirk. Maybe the guys had talked with Harry about me because he seemed pleased. He must know something more. My eyebrows raised and I smiled. It made my stomach erupt in butterflies even more so than it already was.
I glanced up and noticed Anne sitting there with a frown on her face. Here Becca and I were cuddling with one of the boys and there was Anne. Immediately, I felt awful but I couldn't help if no one was making moves on her. She was sitting between Niall and Louis... Maybe something would happen between her and Niall.
I decided to not worry about her and enjoy my moment with Harry. The movie ended too soon and we all agreed to put in another. By mid-movie, Louis was asleep, Zayn and Becca were asleep in each other's arms, and Niall had fallen asleep with his head in Anne's lap. Anne had been playing with his hair and he fell asleep. She soon followed suit with her hand in his hair still. Liam was sprawled out on the other side of me. He'd fallen asleep only minutes into the movie. My eyes kept closing and I continued to occasionally doze off. Soon, Harry and I were asleep, cuddling. To be honest, I fell asleep with a smile on my face which hadn't happened in years.
I awoke the next morning still wrapped in Harry's arms. Somehow in the middle of the night, we ended up laying on the couch. Now my head was on his chest and I had my hand on his abs. The couch was so large it was like a twin bed on the bottom cushion. So plenty of room to lay down and cuddle. ;) I fluttered open my eyes and gazed up at Harry's face. He looked so innocent when he slept. I felt so tempted to trace his jawline and lips with my fingertips. He was so angelic, it almost made my heart constrict. I heard him groan a bit in his sleep and slight move. He raised one arm to stretch and his eyes slowly opened. When they were completely opened his gaze fell on me and he smiled. I smiled back as my heart and stomach fluttered. I liked waking up next to him and watching him still sleep. There was something endearing about it. I snuggled in closer to him and sighed. His hand lightly running over the bare skin on my arm. Goosebumps raised and I got the chills. Harry chuckled at that and I gazed back up into his eyes, smiling at him.
A look came into his eyes like last night when he leaned down to me. My stomach flipped and I knew he wanted to kiss me. I didn't know if I wanted him to though. I couldn't decide if this was all real or if he was just playing me. He seemed genuine but I couldn't be sure. What if he had been paid off? Which I know sounds ridiculous but come on... He's Harry freakin' Styles! There was no way he was into me! He started to try and come down and I automatically reacted by coming up to meet him half way. As we got really close, I just had to ask, "Do you really feel attracted to me or were you paid to do this?" I knew it was going to sound absurd but I had to know. I had to know if this was all real and I wasn't just dreaming this whole trip up.
His brow furrowed in confusion. "I haven't been paid off to do anything but to spend the summer here with you and your friends and show you guys around Europe." I knew I killed the mood from the look on his face. "Why would you even think that?" he added.
I shrugged, "Maybe because your Harry Styles of One Direction and I'm... well... I'm just me... Ordinary me."
He chuckled and said, "Well I like you, plain ordinary you, because you're real. Just because I'm famous doesn't mean I'm unreachable or different. I'm still a human being with feelings, thoughts, and I am free to make my own choices."
I smiled and placed my hand on his cheek, "I always felt there was something genuine about you. I've crushed on you the moment I discovered One Direction." He smiled and the moment was renewed. We gazed into each other's eyes and the air began to thicken. He started to come back down again and this time I had no reserves telling me I shouldn't kiss him.
We were getting closer, our breaths mingling together between us. I looked into his eyes then down at his lips. This was going to be my first official kiss. I had kept it quiet because it wasn't exactly something I wanted to advertise. I was receiving my first kiss from Harry Styles! I'd dreamed about this moment so many times. I couldn't believe it was actually happening. Reality hit when his lips pressed against mine and my whole body zinged with electricity. My fingers threaded up into his hair and it was as soft as I imagined. I could live in this moment for forever!
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